I went. Apparently, all teachers have high hopes of me and Ms J is rather disappointed with my performance. Well, make that ALL teachers. I dont know why I am being chained by other people's expectations. Family, friends, teachers. Everyone pin their hopes so high on me and the only thing I ever do is let them down. Hah. I acknowledge the fact that the circumstances I am in right now is nothing as compared to other people. Why am I complaining when I myself pin high hopes for myself? I am such a perfectionist that the slightest flaw can get me to evolve into a state of utter disappointment. What I really cant stand is Maggie actually gossiped about S to my parents during the session. My parents dont care about it, but can u imagine the humiliation it has brought her?

Just because I am the OTHER malay girl in a manjen-dominated class, I have been promoted to being S's welfare director. If she is not in sch or late, I will be questioned. If she needs to see Maggie, I am the one to make the calls. If there is a complain against her, I will be told. Why cant Maggie just leave me alone? I have no problem with reminding her to hand in stuff or collect stuff for her. Absolutely no problem because she is my friend. But you dont have to irritate me about her discipline problems everyday right? Go deal with her yourself. Its not as if I have a video function in me that records her every single move. Buzz off!